The Gift
So six months after I'd been in hospital I was meditating one morning and within a 2-3 second time period I was given this work...Amanae. It was just all of a sudden one minute I didn't know anything and the next minute I knew a concept of healing that would help people move more completely into who they were.
And I didn't really understand everything I was shown at the time. I had had no metaphysical background and no desire ever to put my hands on anyone or to touch people or to be a healer. A lot of people use that word. But here I was...I was given a technique...something that was given to me and shown to me...and it was so complete in itself...it was like I knew every part of it...like I'd been studying it for years. And, at that stage in my life I still had no self-confidence...or very little self-esteem. I was still terrified of even going outside the door. Just because I was given something didn't help me with my terror.
So I said to Spirit...because I didn't know what else to say...as I said I wasn't into church and I wasn't into metaphysics...and I really had believed from an early age that, you know, I wasn't good enough for God. So I wasn't deserving of anything. So I just said "If you want this to work out, then you're going to have to bring the people, because I won't be going out there to take it out". And slowly people started to come to me...people with sore backs, sore legs, people who had had accidents, who had headaches...everybody who came not only went away physically changed, but they went away with a very deep sense of peace.
Many people would say they felt touched by the Holy Spirit or by God or felt love for the first time in their lives...or just felt deeply peaceful. But everyone who came went away deeply changed inside. Every time I put my hands on anybody I became changed. So I went through my transformation...gradually getting more and more healed within myself.
After a while...not only people with physical disabilities came, but people who had deep emotional problems...people who had been raped, had been sexually abused a children or veterans... people who had had deep emotional trauma and it was stopping them being in life fully. And everyone who came also got helped...and moved through and became healed in a very deep way within themselves...and were then able to go out and be more in life.
And then people on the spiritual path started coming...people who wanted to experience themselves more...wanted to experience their own Light. That's what this work does...it brings people into a direct experience. Not talking about it or thinking about it...but a direct experience of their own Light. So I became very busy with this work.
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