My Background
So before we get onto the work let me talk a little bit about my background...how I came to this country...how the work came.
There are waves of Energy coming through right now...and as that happens...as I expand in my Energy more...I really do experience each one of you in your life forms...and it really is quite a deep experience.
So my story begins about ten years ago in Australia. I was diagnosed with advanced Lupus Syndrome and two months to live...and I woke up one morning in hospital with the realization that actually I wanted to die...and I really had never admitted that to myself before. I'd had a really dark life with very little Light in it. But that realization that I actually wanted to die hit me. My background as a child...I was sexually, physically and emotionally abused and had had nothing but intense dark experiences with very little joy in my life. So up to that point of time of being in hospital there was no reason for me to live.
And so admitting that for the first time to myself...that I wanted to die...my next realization was that I had created something to kill myself. And with that thought excitement ran through my body...because I'd actually been able to create something. Because through the years of abuse as a child I had lost my sense of being anything but an object. I just thought I was an object in this world...that I didn't have any right to think or feel...or any sense of being able to accomplish anything. And suddenly I had created something to kill myself. And with that realization I realized if I could create something to kill myself, I could create my own healing.
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